changes in life..

i am now were known as crescent lavender in muka buku..me crescent lavender, him crescent crimson.
thanks to crimson..
he's the one who figure out the name, 'desperately' wanna change it, so that 'hopefully' we can became more like couple in muka buku..he say.i follow.

but, sadly..i am the only one who can change it.he cant.muka buku not accepting his  name changing..yet..
so, i'm alone with the name crescent lavender.. he still is hittokiri crimson.should put my name hittokiri lavender before this, so that he doesnt have to change and waiting 'desperately' for muka buku accepting the name.

muka buku, please accept.is it so hard to do?

i'm now moving to the other stage of my life.just receive my final year project's result.Alhamdullilah.all the tears i had, were paid..A.i am now graduated student.holding bachelor of science in computational mathematics in my hand.will receive the scroll in 25th July 2010.wonder who will give it to me..is it sultanah or nc?

it's ok love..for the test He give to us.. i will always be there for you.just like how you always standing beside me.you will make it.i believe in that.

khairee ♥♥♥

kita mula rapat bila awak accept friend request saya...

sejak itu kita selalu chatting...message...

then, awak propose saya...

masa itu di hati saya...no entry pada sesape pon..saya rasa tak bersedia lagi...

saya nak awak stop..may b awak akan jumpa orang lain yang lebih baik dari saya...

suddenly, hati saya terbuka pada awak..automatik...

saya keliru..jalan mana yang saya harus pilih?terima atau kekal bersendiri?

jalannya berliku..saya takut saya salah pilih...

saya megharapkan ada detour..supaya ada jalan lain yang boleh saya pilih...

saya inginkan pendapat orang lain..

tapi saya tidak dapat tipu diri saya..saya sudah jatuh..jatuh cinta pada awak..

hati saya sudah terpaut pada awak..saya ingin beri peluang pada awak..untuk buktikan kata-kata awak..

ciri utama yang buat saya terpaut pada awak...awak tak merokok..

saya ingin bersama awak..ketika susah..

ketika senang..

ketika kaya dan miskin..

saya ingin bersama awak, berdua..tanpa orang lain..

melalui hari-hari depan bersama..

saya sayang awak...

kamu...

saya sayang kamu...

saya mintak maaf sebab selalu buat perangai...

sebab saya sayang kamu sangat-sangat...

WHUT THE???????

 

I'm just trying to share some ideas from websites I've seen.

And TVXQ IS STILL my bias, I disagree with the article though.

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Male Idols are GAY??


I introduced Kpop to my friend recently and he commented on the femininity of some male idols. My friend asked me if they were gay and actually I don’t know what to say. When I first got into Kpop, I was surprise myself how touchy these guys are. Initially I thought they were gay but as time pass, I just tell myself that they’re doing fan service. Come to think of it, I can’t think of any gay entertainer that has come out in Korea. Is homosexuality prohibited in Korean entertainment?


Anyway, I came up with a list of male idols that I feel are on the other side of the fence. I also took some input from my friend. To those fans of these guys, please don’t be mad. It’s just an opinion. It doesn’t mean that they are.


1.) Heechul – Super Junior
2.) Jo Kwon – 2am
3.) Leeteuk – Super Junior
4.) Seung Ri – Big Bang
5.) Key – SHINee
6.) Sungmin – Super Junior
7.) Jaejoong – DBSK
8.) Ryeowook – Super Junior





We don’t think anyone in 2pm has a feminine manner. Also SS501 are pretty but they haven’t done anything to make anyone outside of Korea doubt their sexual preference.



Original Article :: http://shockedfan.wordpress.com/2009/09 ... omment-649


Source :: Shocked Fan's Corner
Credit :: Jongkeyluv@SFI

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Soo... what do you think? Well, we all have our own opinions after all, right???

My opinion is....My baby Key and Jaejoong oppa, are NOT GAY, OKAAAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid Anti-fans!!! Oh NOOO!!! Yaaahhhhh.....!!!!! Go to the hell!!!

BUT, I wonder why they didn't put Brian Joo's name in there...(O.O?!) LOL

I think people misjudged his whiny self as a description of being gay. And trust me, sometimes, the more manly looking one is gay rather than the feminine-like.

At the same time, I'm feel sorry to SUJU Fans... =(

Has a feminine personality is NOT = to gay,okay??!!

Oh My..

crimson...

thanks for the support.

thanks for the shoulder u gave when i am down.

thanks for the ear for listening.

thanks for the trust even i am the one who are guilty.

thanks for the words when u cheer me up.

thanks for everything u did to me.

thank god i found you.

p/s I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.that someone is u.

.luv u.

hari ini...

hari ini hujan lebat...astro tak buley nak tengok..tak dapat siaran..tetibe baru teringat...saya kan baru dapat anak sedara..ngeeee~~~...anak sedara lelaki..lengkap la mak and abah dapat cucu perempuan dan lelaki..

excited betul mak dapat cucu lelaki..hehehe...mak cakap nanti boleh ikut perangai abah die (abg wie) main kapal terbang..*sigh...abg wie memang suke betul main kapal terbang..dah macam budak-budak pulak..tapi bukan la kapal terbang yang budak umur setahun dua tahun or may b 12 tahun tu main ye...

ni memang yang dikhaskan untuk bapak-bapak budak..(cakap bapak sebab mak budak memang tak kan suke main benda-benda yang begini kan..)

ni la my newborn anak sedara..amir zarif..hehe

dah bangun pon..mak usu asyik kaco eh..hehehe

(~￣▽￣)~....

 

tetibe je rase cam nak balik waktu-waktu study dekat u dulu....best gile wooooo....

mendownload video dbsk di youtube...jadi kelawar kat cafe baru..sampai kul 3 4 pagi kat cafe baru...
berebut membeli dvd dbsk..
kongsi cerita terbaru jaejoong dengan lili...
g makan kat kerul...
bihun tomyam..
nasi goreng thai dengan telur dadar...
gossip dengan fanah dengan yuyu...
pasal lecturer..
coursemate...
politik...
hiburan...
girl...

fanah.me.nanae.yuyu.

tiru tutorial...
copy coding...ini kepakaran saya...
then kena la tukar skit coding tu supaya tak jelas sangat tirunya...
kalau tulis ali saya tukat abu
kalau tulis disini saya tulis disana...

tak kan lupa..betapa kelam kabutnya, setiap kali nak hantar programming c++..masa ni bukan saja saya yang wat assignment, abg jie yang duk jauh beribu kilometer dari saya juga jadi mangsa..
Mr Loy...lecturer c++ yang baik tapi tegas...setiap assignment die buat saya menangis guling-guling...

rindu pada kelas pukul 7 pagi prof ismail...prof malaysia tapi belajar di indonesia dan berkahwin dengan wanita indonesia..kesannya, kebanyakan notanya ada unsur indonesia disitu..

rindu pada prof adem kilicman.lecturer calculus dari turki yang bm tak berapa nak fasih tapi boleh la kalau nak wat satu conversation bercakap bm dengan dia..=)

r

rindu pada jalan baiwak...kalau kelas pukul 8 pagi especially masa tahun satu, akan ada ramai gerombolan-gerombolan pelajar yang lalu ikut jalan biawak..boleh rasa angin pantai..masa ni kalaua da sesape yang naik basikal, memang kena marah dengan merapu club..ye la kan, kami ni semua, bukan merapu club je tapi kebanyakan student umt berjalan kaki ikut jalan biawak ni..tetibe ade pulak bunyi loceng basikal suruh ketepi coz diorang nak lalu..pergi la lalu ikut jalan library..diorang kan naik basikal..huh!!!

rindu pada IJ,IM,ANN,B1,B2 (saya tidak pernah duduk B2 ye, ni asrama lelaki)..hehehe..1st time main futsal dekat umt...klaka bila pikir balik..macam apa je..terkejar-kejar satu bola..budak laki duk boooo kat tepi gelanggang..nyibuk je..

pada roomate-roomate..

rindu pada library..bilik study yang dikhaskan untuk final year student..bilik carrel..saya suka bilik ni..bilik ni kecik je..muat-muat untuk satu orang study je..tapi diberi kunci sendiri..so, boleh la tinggal laptop dekat sini..saya rindu pada semua ini..

kenangan terindah..
berjumpa dengan crimson.kenal.rapat.propose.lovebird.
pantai umt, pantai teluk ketapang, pantai batu buruk
makan sotong dan udang goreng tepung dekat pantai teluk ketapang

jalan-jalan di dataran syahbandar.
masjid kristal...
rindunya saya pada semua ini...

now..its gone..the only one that remain is the memory that we shared together.

 rindu pada semua yang pernah jadi milik saya dulu..

day with crimson

mari kita ENJOYYYYY!!!!!!!!

sempat berposing jap...tersiap awal plak..duk kat kusi dulu..hehhee....♥

 dalam keta, sementara nak tunggu crimson..perghh..muncung tak buley blah..hahha...♥

 hehhehe...crimson dipaksa jadi cameraman tak bertauliah....♥

 tipu je ni..dalam hati tengah senyum ni..hehehe....♥

and thanks for da gifts..hehehe...crimson suh pilih..die cakap untuk die..pilih punye pilih rupenye untuk saya..ngeeeee~~~dalam hati tengah kembang la..hehehe..

ini la die..ade sesape yang tak tau ape ni????hhehee.♥

ini bukan sebarang tulang ikan ye...tulang ikan ni comes together dengan earphone tu..untuk lilit-lilit tali earphone (tali????gle kampung punya ayat..hahaha)..ni tak nak bagi serabut la..hehehe..saya suka...

hehehe..yang bulat-bulat hitam tu ialah saiz telinga kita...saya punya paling kecik..hahahha..gile pathetic..tak pernah beli earphone kah???

buku ni pon gift dari crimson..terbaekkk....♥

 ini jugakah????hehehe...

perfect.thanks.love u.♥♥♥